I seem to have a very confrontational attitude about this blog.  Which is fucking ridiculous...who cares but me that I'm drunk on Old Grand Dad and whatever the hell else I have going on?  I want to start writing again...because that was always what I felt I was good at.  But maybe I'm not that good at anything anymore.....Oh fuck.   Fuck a bunch of all kinds of fucking fuck.  I'll try this again..at some later date.